raknovel Chapter 82 Self-Cutting
Chapter 82 Self-Cutting
Chapter 83 Self-Cutting (Seeking 4 first-time subscriptions)
However, Li Yu was not just a name without substance. He immediately spotted the flying wooden wedge, sneered, and dodged to the side.
However, the dead leaves on the trap were also knocked up. Just as Li Yu dodged the wooden wedge, the dead leaves were blown over by the wind and covered Li Yu's eyes.
At the same time, the wind blowing through the area brought a strange whistling sound.
It sounded as if someone was weeping, or as if someone was performing a ritual.
Then, these voices united at that moment.
"Die! Die! Die!!!!"
At this moment, Li Yu felt as if he were trapped in a strange place.
My eyes could only be half-closed, but all I could see were the withered leaves and weeds flying around.
The sound of the wind in his ears had completely changed; apart from the whistling sound, he could no longer hear even his own roar.
Conversely, the sensation between the mouth and nose becomes exceptionally clear.
He could smell the scent of grass and earth, and detect the decaying odor of withered leaves. These scents entered his mouth and nose, attracting and drawing away most of Li Yu's attention.
At the same time, accompanied by a clap of thunder, the rain finally began to fall.
Large raindrops pelted my body.
A chill ran through my skin and into my entire body.
The chaotic perception caused Li Yu's sense of fortune to become instantly disordered.
At this moment, spiritual awareness seemed to have lost some kind of support, and the clear control over one's own fortune that was once clear became extremely chaotic.
This change instantly shattered Li Yu's support.
In fact, whether it is Li Shi or Li Yu, they both value luck extremely much.
Li Shi believes he was unlucky, born into an ordinary family that dragged him down.
Everything about him stemmed from the unfortunate circumstances of his family of origin.
Therefore, he has a morbid craving for and identification with luck.
Li Yu, the second personality, was born under these circumstances. Although her personality and abilities are completely different from Li Shi's, they share the same essential thirst for luck.
They themselves were not so aware that their so-called luck was so deeply intertwined with their own perception.
As his senses were clouded, Li Yu panicked for the first time.
This panic further exacerbated the personality rift that had been created by Li Yu's hasty escape.
The concept of a second personality may seem mysterious, but it is essentially a psychological disorder that is highly related to self-awareness.
Once self-perception changes, either a new personality will emerge, or the personality will be swallowed up by other personalities.
Li Yu's key point is self-confidence. Once he lacks self-confidence, the foundation of his personality will be difficult to maintain.
"Impossible! I'm the protagonist! I have the protagonist's luck!" Li Yu shouted loudly to boost his confidence.
But the more he did this, the more dizzy he felt.
Li Shi, who was originally unaware of the outside world during his own time and should not have appeared at all, is now fighting for control of his body.
He was afraid; he wanted to regain control of his body and then beg for mercy and escape.
"Don't hold me back at this time, you piece of trash!" Li Yu cursed at the main personality.
Then, taking advantage of the rain, he wiped away the leaves obscuring his vision, looked around as if searching for something in the wind and rain: "I know you're around here, you coward, come out and fight me!"
However, what awaited Li Yu was a series of deadly attacks.
The wind and rain seemed to be pouring into his mouth and nose, drowning his vision. In the rain, some subtle things were also changing.
Li Yu tried hard to open his eyes, even though he could only see a little bit, and even though his eyes hurt from the rain, he still persevered.
If he loses his senses again in this situation, he might really die inexplicably.
In a daze, Li Yu saw a white dot flying in from a distance.
Li Yu did not make any rash moves. When the white thing flew to a distance, Li Yu realized that it was a white, semi-transparent plastic raincoat.
The mud and grime that had accumulated on the white raincoat from being idle for so long were blown away by the rain.
The white raincoat floated in mid-air.
The wind and rain blow in one direction at a time, and in the other direction at the next.
The same goes for raincoats.
It rises and falls, like a ghost adrift in a storm.
"Damn it, this is unbelievable!" Li Yu sneered, pulling out a fruit knife from his side, not caring whether the raincoat was a bit against the laws of physics.
This heavy raincoat can withstand the rain, fly in mid-air, and move flexibly with the wind and rain.
Aside from seeing ghosts, Li Yu had nothing else to say.
Before I could think any further, the raincoat was already thrown at me.
Li Yu viciously stabbed out with his knife, piercing through the raincoat, but the raincoat also wrapped him up completely.
Perhaps it was due to the rain, or perhaps it was because the wind was still blowing.
The raincoat wrapped around him completely, and Li Yu soon found it difficult to breathe.
It felt as if someone was waterboarding him.
He had used it on others for amusement before, but unfortunately, the child who was crying and shouting for his parents died after being doused a few times.
Now I'm being water tortured by this raincoat.
Li Yu twisted the knife in his hand and pulled his arm, trying to tear off the raincoat.
However, at this moment, the raincoat, now soaked by the rain, became sticky and heavy, as was normal.
Wrapped in a raincoat, Li Yu was completely unable to breathe; the feeling of choking on water while swimming rushed straight to her brain.
At this moment, all perception of the outside world seems to have been lost.
"Am I going to die?" Li Yu asked himself.
At this moment, what rose in Li Yu's heart was no longer a little panic, but real fear.
He's only in his twenties, and he's only had the ability to gain good fortune for a few years.
He hasn't had enough fun yet. He's the protagonist; how can he die?
Thinking of all those things, Li Yu, who originally thought he was not afraid of death, was utterly terrified.
In his terror, he flailed his arms wildly.
With a burst of his last strength, he actually managed to pull the strange raincoat off his body.
He tossed it aside and gasped for breath.
Then they realized that the rain had lessened.
Upon seeing this, he let out a morbid laugh.
"I, Li Shi, am indeed the chosen one—" Li Yu's smile froze halfway through his sentence.
"I am Li Yu—no, I am Li Shi—" From the moment he began to feel fear, his personality began to fall apart.
In this chaos, the self-perceptions of the two personalities intertwine, and then they come to loathe each other.
Li Shi believed that Li Yu was also a coward and not worthy of being his trump card.
Li Yu believed that Li Shi was just a useless person who was dragging his feet.
In the midst of the personality conflict, he covered his head with one hand, while the other hand, as if belonging to neither of them, picked up a fruit knife and slashed his own neck.
Blood gushed out and mixed with the rainwater.